| Happy Birthday To Me!! |
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| 11:00am 15/07/2007 |
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I turned 20 today.. and thats a scary thought. I'm no longer a teenager now... weird...
i got a job btw. I'm working as a camp counslor. I am actually starting at a new camp this monday after spending the last 4 weeks with another camp... why they switched me, i do not know. anyway... have a great rest of the summer ya'll!!! and happy birthday to all my fellow july 15th babies! |
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| Job Hunt.. |
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| 07:51pm 11/06/2007 |
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So i'm looking for a summer job... if anyone has any suggestions... or knows where there are openings at a place that doesn't suck too much... please inform me! |
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| how things change |
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| 08:49am 27/03/2007 |
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mood:  busy working on a paper
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thanks for all the love.. it was nice to hear/read... i finally emailed the guy back and told him that i had no intrest in him and that i was sorry if he thought i did. that i didn't mean it. then he emailed me back and told me that he never felt that i lead him on and that its all a missunderstanding..
but even weirder than that was what sergio did. i had gone to my class yesterday, feeling like shit and all that... and his class is in the same building right before mine, but normally we don't run into each other. except for yesterday. yesterday he just appears walking down the hall, comes right up to me and grabs me into a hug. he whispers how sorry he is, and that he doesn't want to be without me.... all that jazz.... he says we really need to talk, really talk and not yell, and that after my class could we? i agreed and was so off i missed most of what was said in my class. i then went back to our building and he was waiting there for me and we went to his room to talk. he starts off by saying sorry again and explaining why he had been so upset and basically saying that i need to be a little less ignorant to the way guys think about me. he hugs me againa and then he pulls back, looks me in the eye and asks me to take him back and to be his girlfriend again... when i finally processed all of this i agree.. because i want to be with him and the way it ended wasn't right.. we still have a lot left that we could get out of our relationship...... so at the end of the day, we both said we would work on things.. and we are still/back together...
a funny part of this... we both kept checking facebook yesterday (until we talked) to see if the other person would end the relationship.. because that would make it "official" but neither one of us could do it... sad when facebook defines if you "really" are together or not |
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| 09:18am 26/03/2007 |
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mood:  crying my eyes out
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so i some how messed up the best thing thats ever happened to me. my own overly niceness was my downfall. i was too nice to a guy i didn't have feelings for. i didn't think anything of it becuase i treated him like i would anyone else. he took it as me liking him. i told sergio, he was fine with it. then this guy e-mails me asking to meet up. i panic not sure what to do. so i plan not to do anything. this isn't good enough for sergio. he thinks i did something on purpose to lead this guy on. we fight, a lot. i try to explain myself, but can't find anything but weak arguments. so sergio broke up with me.
and to tell the truth, i don't blame him.
i just really hate myself right now. |
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| Women's Day! |
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| 01:26pm 08/03/2007 |
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mood:  laughing
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well.. I have been informed that today is women's day in Mexico (this was told to me by my friend in Mexico, so it's true...) but all you do is say "congratulations!" ... so
hey! CONGRATULATIONS! to all the women out there! |
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| STRESS!! |
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| 01:25am 27/02/2007 |
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mood: stressed music: "Told You So" - Drowning Pool
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I have 3 tests tomorrow.. right in a row.... and i really wish there was some magical way that tomorrow could already be done with and i somehow passed all three tests.. aced would be even better...
this might be the only time i wish i was back in high school where we weren't allowed to have more than 2 tests in one day..... *sigh* |
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| is it always about sex? |
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| 02:22pm 18/01/2007 |
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i just can't help but wonder... is it always about sex for guys? is it? because if it is... i think i wanna be a lesbian because i'm tried of dealing with stupid horny boys.... |
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| Look back at the old year |
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| 07:47pm 02/01/2007 |
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Look back at 2006:
The first line of the first entry of each month:
January: so its 2006 and a lot has happened in this last year....
Febuary: my roommate and i had a picture war, and she kicked my ass.. here are some of her pics...
March: ahh the wonderful world of podcasts...
April: http://www.somethingawful.com/articles.php?a=3709
May: another reason why i should have been an engineer..
June: what time is it you ask? its WORLD CUP TIME!!!!!
July: SPAMALOT!! IT WAS AMAZING!!! YAY!!
August: i meant to post stuff about my trip, i really did..
September: ahh for anyone who doesn't read applegeeks, a) you should, they are amazing
October: so yesterday me and a few friends decided to go play racquetball
November: --
December: i'm done exams and such... and so far the grades look good.
[x] Became single
[x] got kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[x] kissed in the snow
[x] kissed in the rain
[ ] kissed on the beach
[x] fell in love
[ ] fell in love with a fool
[x] had my heart broken
[ ] broke someone else's heart
[ ] had a stalker
[x] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[ ] questioned my sexual orientation
[ ] came out of my closet
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] dated someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[x] lost faith in love
[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[ ] got a promotion
[ ] got a pay raise
[x] changed jobs
[ ] quit my job
[ ] dated a co-worker
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/ daughter
[ ] got fired from my job
[ ] got straight A's
[ ] met a teacher who I became friends with
[x] met a teacher who I really hate
[ ] found the subject I love
[ ] failed a class
[x] cut class
[x] skipped school
[x] got in a fight with a classmate
[x] did something I was proud of
[x] discovered a new talent
[x] proved to myself that I'm an idiot
[x] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[ ] got the lead role in the school play
[x] made a team
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget
[ ] painted a picture
[x] wrote a poem
[x] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[ ] double dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[ ] went to camp
[x] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried
[x] flirted
[x] visited a foreign country
[x] visited a state
[ ] cooked a disastrous meal
[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[ ] Went on a diet
[ ] tried to gain weight
[x] dyed my hair
[ ] came close to losing my life
[ ] someone/thing close to me died
[ ] got arrested
[x] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[x] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I wanted to tell everyone about
[x] experienced something new
[x] made new friends
[x] found out who your real friends are
[x] lied to your parents (no, i wasn't studying on a friday evening...)
[ ] snuck out
[ ] got in trouble with a po-po (?)
[ ] kissed in a pool
[x] kissed under the stars
[x] had the time of your life
[x] danced
[x] fell out of love
[x] had a crush on someone
[x] swam in a pool
[x] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboarding
[x] went sledding
[x] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someone's hand that you care about
[ ] got wasted in a public place
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[x] gone on vacation)
[x] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] driven a car
[x] danced in the rain
[ ] got in a car accident
[ ] seen someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[x] missed someone
[ ] sent someone to the hospital
[ ] got a new pet |
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| Christmas time, a joyous time... |
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| 01:04am 25/12/2006 |
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i just wanted to say merry christmas, happy holidays and the like to everyone. this time of year makes me realize how lucky i am. i have a great family, great friends (both new and old, internet and in person) and i have a good life... i am very thankful. my love goes out to everyone whom i care for and for all the people who are not happy this holiday season, that they too may find true happiness. |
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| twice in one week |
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| 06:00pm 26/10/2006 |
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mood:  wishing for a pillow music: Naptime music
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today is the second time in one week that i have fallen asleep at work. this isn't as bad as it sounds due to the fact that i have done so while helping a child fall asleep, so really, i'm just helping by setting an example. another lucky thing is that the child has fallen asleep as well.... so i don't 'cause any problems.. but really. i need to get more sleep normally!!
i've been up since 7 and have things to do till 7pm... i just wanna sleep!! |
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| why is my life some cliched fanfic? |
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| 11:44am 24/10/2006 |
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mood:  amused music: "Beer" - Reel Big Fish
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soooooo...
yeah...
if you haven't seen it on facebook.. kt has a boyfriend. how you ask? and why is it so cliched? well let me explain..
so after the whole dom thing, i really didn't want to deal with a relationship. but i promised omar that i wouldn't totally cut myself off. so when this year started, i was just looking for some cool people to hang out with, and i found some. as noted in earlier entries, i hang out with a group of guys, which is cool and fine with me, but obviously leads to a lot of people thinking different things. at first they thought i liked the irish guy or the new yorker, both are a no. then they all thought i liked this chilean guy (and by chilean, i mean he was born there and lived their for a while, but moved to the US when he was a kid and actually went to churchill for high school...) now the thing is, the chilean was a nice guy, and if i was going to date any of them, i knew it was him. but i wasn't thinking like that. i just wanted to be friends... really. and one night, he told me that they all thought i liked him.. but the way he told me, it sounded like he asked so that if i said yes, he would let me down nicely. i told him the truth, that i wasn't looking for/interested in a relationship right now. he seemed fine with that, whatever. but as the week went on, he seemed to be kinda hitting on me.. which was weird. but it wasn't totally straight forword, since he kept joking that he needs to learn how to pull girls, but then change that to "well, just one girl" and i was really confused by this. 'cause i thought to myself, 'well, it can't be me, 'cause guys only talk to the girl they like about how to get that girl and how much they like that girl in the movies, right?' i was apperentlly wrong. 'cause finally one of our friends, one of his closest friends, pulled me aside to talk about his girlfriend problems (not that i could help all that much) and then he told me that the chilean liked me, a lot. and that he wanted to know how i felt so that he could make sure if i was gonna reject him, he wouldn't let him aske me out so he wouldn't get hurt. so i told him the truth, that i wasn't even thinking about a relationship right now and that i couldn't give him a good answer. i told him that if the chilean were to ask me out at that moment and i had to give an answer, i would say no because i needed time to think about him in a romantic way. and he understood that answer. after we had that talk, we went to hang out with everyone else again. about five minutes after that, i get pulled away by the chilean's other close friend, their like a trio, and asked me to help him in one problem.. then asked me about the chilean... i almost smacked myself since i had just gone over this conversation. so i tell him the same thing (in order to properly explain myself to these guys, i has to tell the story of dom so they could understand why i had to think about it, why i wasn't open for a relationship before... i think this created some new enemies for dom >_< oops....) so it was a little awkward when the chilean would talk about the girl he liked to me, since i knew for sure that it was me..... he kept telling me all these things he was gonna do for her/do the things that i said were really romatic/silly/cool... like make a mix tape, one rose, and movie tickets.. he was also complaining that he had to wait, his friends told him to wait 2-3 weeks.. since the girl wasn't ready, and he kept complaining that he didn't want to wait that long and that he really liked the girl and that he wanted to ask her sooner, ect...... this was all before this saturday.
on saturday we were going to breakfast before the football game. but unlike meeting in the basement like normal, he asked me to come to his room.. and i was thinking .. "i wonder if.... nah, he is going to wait like his friends said." but.. no, he didn't wait. he just looked at me when i came into the room and was like "i am a very impatient person.. and i really like you.." and i think i freaked him out when i told him to sit next to me so i could explain. he thought i was gonna say no, but in actuallity i just wanted to say why they asked him to wait. so in the end, i said yes.. and thats what went down
so the guy.. well, that will all come in the next entry due to the fact that this is already a long entry and i am too lazy to write more... |
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| Why did i think this would be a good idea? |
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| 09:05am 20/10/2006 |
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mood: tired as shit music: american pop culture lecture.
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soo.. last year, i stayed up till at least 7am about a total of 3 times.
this year i have already stayed up till at least 7am four times.
this is not a good thing, at least thats what i think.
i haven't slept for 24 hours. and now i am in class and will be in classes until 12. last night i stayed up till 5am.
and all of this because i think i am falling for a guy......
i am sooooo tired right now.
p.s. Adium for mac is amazing...
p.p.s. wayne brady was amazing live. |
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| why i should never leave my room... |
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| 04:40pm 07/10/2006 |
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so yesterday me and a few friends decided to go play racquetball, its a lot of fun and we've done it a few times before, even though i really suck. so, we are playing doubles and my partner served a really hard shot.. one of the guys on the other team hit it back, full swing (which means really hard!) and... it hit me right in the eye! >_< so yeah.. it hurt for a bit, but not too bad.. the biggest problem was that it started to swell, so i couldn't open my eye the whole way, which made me look pretty stupid. luckly, the swelling went away and now there is only a bit of purple on my eyelid. but still... why did that have to happen to me?? its gonna be a while before i play racquetball again...... sigh.... |
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| College Life again |
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| 12:16pm 25/09/2006 |
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mood:  lazy music: "The Creeper" - We Are Scientists
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Being back at school is nice. now that i have people i regularly hang out with again, its much better. laundry sucks (i spent $7 and my clothing was still wet....) and assumtions make an ass out of you and me (ass u me).
i miss all my friends from last year, but this year's batch is good too. i hang out with a lot of freshmen guys.... its pretty funny really. i help with their soccer team so they call me coach and i get invited to all their little outtings.. haha. the only weird part is the apperently they were talking about me with one of their female freshmen friends.. 'cause when i met her, she was like "oh, YOU'RE katie... they have been telling me how cool you are and how awesome it is to hang out with you.. etc..." that was a little creepy since i'm pretty sure i have never been classified as cool ever in my life... and how do you respond when someone tells you that?? thank you? it was just a little awkward.
this leads to the whole assume-ass-thingie. of all the soccer guys, i mostly hang out with two of them, mike, a 17-year-old freshmen who lives in NYC and Ryan a 20-year-old irish exchange student (yes i know, i know, whats with the exchange students...). so of course, this means people will start wondering, which is not what i want at all. omar was up front with me, as he always is. he asked if anything was going on between me and one of the two, because he could see hints for both. and the answer? nothing. there is nothing going on with me and either of these guys, and there won't be. but of course everyone will think that it will happen. hell, the guys might even think that, which i hope not, but still. why can't we be just friends??? is that such a hard concept???? damn people.
after dom, i am taking a long break. i don't have the time or the energy to even think about starting a relationship.
besides that problem... shcool is great, just lots and lots and lots of work. as in, i should be doing work now, but i don't feel like it....
ps. i realized i never said this here, but it turns out that dom dumped me because he fell for one of our friends on his trip around the US. and when i asked why we broke up, he didn't tell me, which i can kinda understand, except for the fact that because i didn't have a reason i was going a bit crazy... i only found out from another friend. yeah.. that wasn't cool. but that was in august, and now i've moved on.. but i thought that i should inform the public.. |
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| Besides that fact i'm really wet.. |
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| 12:55pm 05/09/2006 |
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went to all my classes today (i missed the 8am on thursday >_<) and it was through the rain.. damn freaking rain.....
anyway i start work today at the CYC (Center for Young Children) and i'm a bit worried... i don't know if i will get along with the teachers or the kids.. but i guess i will just have to see...
and facebook has a niffty new option where you get a news feed... on your homepage it just tells you what all your friends have done... this means everything from wallposts to relationships.... which is cool, since i never check status stuff like that... now i won't have to worry about whether or not my friends are in relationships or not... yay for laziness... |
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